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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
11:31 am - Surprise!
I think me and Mitchell are getting back together! :)

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Friday, December 9th, 2005
9:40 am - HAHAHAHA
Your Reputation Is: Maneater

You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate...
And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in.

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Monday, December 5th, 2005
6:29 pm - So this thing is mostly right...
Your Birthdate: October 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May



...not so sure about the lack of commitment part, but then again I guess it depends on the context of the situation...oh but I like my power symbol!!!

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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
4:31 pm - I haven't posted in a while so here goes...
Things have been pretty good lately. Mitch and I are on great terms right now which make me really happy!!! I was a little worried about salvaging a friendship out of all the mess, but it's going really good so far.

School is really kicking my you know what here lately. I am just so burn out and have absoltuely no motivation to study for finals...which kinda freaks me out b/c I have at least 3/4 more semesters left.

Panhellenic elections are next week and I'm really excited/nervous about that.

This weekend is gonna be a lot of fun! Hillary and I have decided that we plan to spend every moment of it together! GSU bball game tonight and then Pike barn party, Claire's bday celebration tomorrow, and then BBQ for the soon to be new initiates of Kappa Sig on Sunday after our officer transition workshop.

I am extremely poor right now...I'm in the negative! This just makes me sad because it's the holidays and I would like to give more to others, but unfortuntely it doesn't look like that's gonna be possible.

I have come to realize here lately how much me and KP are the same person and how I'm not sure how my life will go on after she goes alum/graduates. It's just so weird to know that most of the girls who were the reason why I joined AOII are leaving soon. I hope someone will think of me that way when I go alum.

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, November 11th, 2005
2:00 pm - Taking a break from school stuff...
I...
always...: voice my opinion
am...: a good freind, loyal, in love with AOII,thankful, blessed, caring, a hopeless romantic
am not...: hateful, unforgiving
breathe...: hard when I'm really scared or upset
can: do anything I work hard at
care...: so much about my friends and my family, and when people don't like me
crave...: Dr. Pepper, beer(ahhh!)
cry...: in privvate if I can help it
dance...: whenevr I get the chance!
dream...: about what my life will be like in the future...happy I hope!
fail...: hiding my feelings
fear...: failure
feel...: right now?...confused, excited, anzious, sickie :(
feel alone...: more often now than before...obviously.
fight...: when I feel I have been wronged
give...: as much of myself as possible to the people in my life
hate...: being lied to
have...: the most amazing friends in the world!
hear...: right now...cars driving by outside and the sound of typing (I'm at work)
hide...: whatever others shouldn't know
hope...: to be sucessful and happy
know...: more than I should about life and how f'd up it can be
learn...: how to pick up and move on
listen...: when I'm needed
love...: AOII, my mommy, Mitch, my sisters and friends
miss...: when school was so easy
need...: to be working on scholl stuff instead of doing this
play...: at Makos ;)
regret...: nothing
say...: what's on my mind
search...: for what is right
sing...: whenevr I know the words, despite my lack of talent
sleep...: .. ummmm never!
stay...: in M-town, but sometimes downtown
succeed...: school usually, being there when I'm needed, following my heart
think...: this weekend is gonna be fun!
wait...: for no one if I have anything to do with it
want...: ;)
wonder...: am I on the right track right now?
worry...: that I won't have enough time to do all the things I want to do
write...: b/c I'm really bored and avoiding what I should be doing right now


x. Father thinks I am: hmmmm I'll let you know if I ever hear from him
x. Mother thinks I am: amazing, intelligent, the "good" child
x. My xboyfriend/xgirlfriend thinks I am: I made a mistake by letting him go
x. Three things you are often complimented for: my genuineness, my facebook pic, having balls (figuratively of course!)
x. Makes you happy: being sucessful, crushes, my sisters, spending time with my mommy
x. Upsets you: drama, liars, hurting people I care about or othere shurting people I care about
x. You keep a diary: well I have this thing but I don't really write my deep dark secrets, those stay in my head
x. You like to cook: yeah, still workin on that onthat one
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: prob but I prob forgot it too
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no
x. You believe in love: yes!

What Is....
Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: usually whatever I have to do the next day
Your best feature: i dunno...an ex told me I hade really nice legs...but prob my ghetto booty...make that ass vibrate! HAHAHA

Favorites:
NUMBER: 5
COLOR: pink, cardinal
DAY: use to be saturday, but wednesdays are startin to look up
MONTH: OCTOBER
SONG: depends on the mood
BAND: DMB
FOOD: anything italian
SEASON: spring and fall...I just like it when the weather is not extreme in one direction of the other
SPORT: football!

current mood: bored

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
4:36 pm - It's nice to step outside the box...
Ok so I am offically obsessed with our coaches for sigma nu sweepstakes. I believe I have major friend crushes on them (as Claire would say). I had so much fun last night! Mitul and Blake are the bomb.com! Oh my gosh, can't believe I just said the bomb.com! It's a good possibility that I am still drunk! HAHAHAHAHA! Neways, they took a bunch of us to Makos last night and it was awesome. Pretty sure Hillary fell in love with Heather, the girl on the swing!

I've never really hung out with any sigma nus before.I'm so glad I am not one of those close minded people who refuse to branch out and meet new people cause I sure would be missing out! Those guys are awesome! KRAE is gonna love this!

current mood: chipper

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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
4:50 pm - Please let me stay awake until midnight!!!
So I stayed up all night studying for my stupid marketing test and the TA didn't show up to administer the test. I just received an email from my profeesor letting us know the test will now be on Tuesday. I know most people would see this as a good thing...a whole extra weekend to study, but not me! Cuz we all know what I'm gonna be doing all weekend and it ain't studying!!!

So on a happier note, I'm gonna be 21 in 7 hours! OMG I 'm so excited! I just wish I wasn't delerious from lack of, well actually, no sleep. But I'm sure my adrenaline will kick into tonight and I'll be just fine!

So the thing I wrote about at like 4 this morning is better. At least between Mitch and I. I still don't know who told him, but as long as mitch knows I'm telling him the truth, that's all I really care about.

I am such a dork b/c I just got so happy I almost cried from reading a ton of my sister's away messages that say they can't wait to celebrate my bday with me tonight. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you guys! I love you all so much!

Oh yeah and my bff, Brandy, is coming into town from Auburn tomorrow for my bday! Yay!!!!

K well I gotta get ready to leave the office (I'm at work) and go play some flag football. GOOOOOOO Pandas!!!

current mood: excited

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Friday, October 7th, 2005
2:27 pm - I hate working ALL DAY EVERY Friday!!!
I am so bored at work so I will give this thing a try...hope you enjoy!

A is for age: 20, but I'll be the big 2*1 in one week!
B is for booze: such a beer girl...miller lite, bud, coors, it all works! when I'm in the mood, I can go for some tequilla!
C is for career: not exactly sure but something in the accounting/finance world
D is for dad's name: Robert
E is for essential items to bring to a party: cigs, phone, mitchell
F is for favorite song at the moment: sugar -fall out boy
G is for girlfriend: ummm I got like 60 of them
H is for hometown: marietta hoe!
I is for instruments you play: yeah not so much which makes me sad
J is for jam or jelly you like: strawberry yum!
K is for kids: not anytime soon, but prob 2 or 3
L is for living arrangements: technically with my mommy, but I can't remember the last time I actually slept at home
M is for mom's name: Debbie :)
N is for name of your best friend: Brandy
O is for overnight hospital stays: when I was in the first grade and I got hit by a truck while riding my bike...long story
P is for phobias: I can't really think of any...I really hate when people I'm riding with drie fast in the rain
Q is for quote you like: I really like this one...thanks KP!"We were the girls who took on the world & didnt worry about the past. We laughed & cried and said some goodbyes, but we lived each day like it was our last. We partied hard. We kissed slow. We laughed loud as we stole the show. I still live for the nights i can't remember with the sisters i'll never forget.
R is for relationship that lasted longest: mitchell...51 weeks and counting...
S is for sexual position: ummm I don't think I'm gonna answer that...
U is for unique trait: I'm not really sure...I can't bend abnormal parts of my body or anything. I think I'm a genuine person...which I have learned through the years is unique
V is for vegetable you love: breen beans and any form of potatoes
W is for worst trait: procrastinator
X is for x-rays you've had: same as above...first grade incident
Y is for yummy food you make: I made some really good green beans last night! Healthy drunk munchy food!
Z is for zodiac sign: libra

current mood: exhausted
current music: cars driving by the window

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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
4:25 pm - Yay for adam and Auburn!
Ok so I have decided that the majority of the people I know (including myself) are officially cracked out on aderal! I mean we even have a code word for it! I just finished working on a management project and I don't know how I would be awaje right now without it!

On another note, I had sooo much fun this weekend in Auburn! It makes me sad that my best friend Brandy no longer lives down the street from me, but now when we see each other, it makes it that more special. We went out to dinner Friday night at this really good mexican resturaunt and then we went to a party for one of Brandy's friend's 21st bdays. We ended the night at the Sigma Chi house at a band party.

The game on Saturday was awesome! It was my first college football game (sad I know). They played South Carolina and it was almost a blow out. The final score was 48 Auburn 8 South Carolina (or something like that). We left at halftime because it was obvious by that time who was going to win. We went over to a house party for a little while and then went out to a bar where we stayed until it closed! I love Auburn!

current mood: bouncy

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Friday, September 30th, 2005
3:57 pm - ummm fourth time today...so bored!
[[PAST]]]


[First grade teacher's name:] Mr. Cobb
[Last word you said:] can't remember, I'm the only one in the office today so I haven't been talking much
[Last song you sang:] gimme that nut by two short...mitchell likes to listen to gangsta music every now an d then!
[Last person you hugged:] mitch!
[Last thing you laughed at:] something Hillary said
[Last time you said I don’t fucking remember:] ummm prob last night
[Last time you cried:] when I ran back to AOII on bid day


[[[PRESENT] ] ]


[What's in your CD player:] dave matthew...only cd I own now since the stupid mechanics who fixed my car also stole my cds!!!!
[What color socks are you wearing:] not wearing any
[What's under your bed:] umm prob some underwear
[What time did you wake up today:] 7:50 am
[Current taste:] water
[Current hair:] ponytail with a head scarf thingy
[Current clothes:] jeans, AOII letter shirt, and flip flops
[Current annoyance:] bored at work
[Current longing:] to leave for Auburn
[Current desktop picture:] AOII bid day pic
[Current worry:] too many to list
[Current hate:] this survey for making me think too hard
[Current favorite article of clothing:] my rainbow flops
[Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex:] eyes
[Last CD that you listened to:] once again, Dave
[Favorite place to be:] with Mitchell
[Least favorite place:] anywhere I'm not comfortable
[Time you wake up in the morning:] depends on the day
[If you could play an instrument, what would it be:] guitar
[Favorite color:] pink
[Do you believe in an afterlife:] yes
[How tall are you?] 5'7"
[Current favorite word/saying:] ummm just listen to Hillary, I pick a new one from her everyday!
[Favorite book:] not much of a reader
[Favorite season:] Fall
[One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to:] my grandmother
[Favorite day:] saturday


[[[FUTURE]]]


[Where do you want to go:] all over europe and to every tropical island
[What is your career going to be like:] a lot of work at first in order to establish myself as a financial analyst
[How many kids do you want:] 2 maybe 3
[What kind of car will you have:] a nice SUV...no minivan for me!


[[[HAVE YOU EVER...] ] ]



[Said "I love you" and meant it:] yes...everyday to my mommy, mitchell, and my sisters!
[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc:] ummm my old cat use to scratch the hell out of me!
[Been to New York?]no, but I really wanna go there!
[Been to Florida?: ] Yes
[San Diego, Cali?: ] nope
[Hawaii?: ] nope
[Mexico?: ] yep
[China?] nope
[Canada?] nope
[Danced naked?: ] lol! yes
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] no
[Wanted to be the opposite sex:] yes, I would love that, but only for like a day
[Had an imaginary friend?] no


[[[RANDOM] ] ]


[Do you have a crush on someone?] ummm, I have a million crushes on one person...lol! I'm so lame!
[What book are you reading now?: ] uhhhh
[Worst feeling in the world:] disappointment/heart break
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] oh no...I dont wanna!
[How many rings before you answer?] however many it takes for me to get to the phone
[Future daughter's name:] not sure...
[Future son's name:] Zachory
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] not anymore...I sleep with a real one!
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?] corporate lawyer
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?: ] righty
[Wish you were here:] Auburn
[College plans:] 2 and a half more years
[Piercing:] ears, belly button


[[[THE EXTRA STUFF] ] ]


[Do you do drugs?] not so much
[Do you drink:] yes
[Who are your best friends?] Mitch, my mom, Brandy, and about 50 other cool girls
[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?] whatever shirley uses
[What are you most scared of?] failure
[What clothes do you sleep in?] depends, shorts, tanks, nothing
[Who is the last person that called you?] katie taylor to see if she was ok after her wreck
[Where do you want to get married?] i dont know
[If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?] my current weight
[Who do you really hate?] no one comes to mind...what a strong word!
[Favorite number:] 7
[Been In Love?] yep
[Are You Timely or Always Late:] timely if i can help it
[Do You Have a Job:] yes
[Do You Like Being Around People:] always
[Best feeling in the world:] suceeding at something I really worked hard for
[Are you for world peace:] yeah, who wouldn't be?
[Are you a health freak:] ha, not even close
[Do you have A "Type" Of Person you always go after:] umm.I have pretty much dated evry type of person
[Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now:] nope
[Are You Lonely Right Now: ] yes in the sense that I'm all alone in the office right now
[Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: ] no
[Do You Want To Get Married:] yes
[Do You Want Kids:] yes


[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...] ] ]


[cried:] no
[Bought something:] yeah, lunch, cigs, dinner
[Gotten Sick:] no
[Sang:] yep
[Said I Love you:] yes
[Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them:] I pretty much just say it when I feel it
[Met Someone New:] yes, pledges...I love pledges!
[Talked To someone:] yes
[Had A Serious Talk: ] kinda...one of those drunk serious talks
[Missed Someone: ] yes
[Hugged Someone: ] yes
[Kissed Someone: ] uh huh!

current mood: bored

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2:36 pm - please hurry and be 5:15!!!
I can't bring myself to study despite the fact that I have a test and an assignment due on Wednesday. Um hello...it's not like I'm gonna get anything accomplished over the weekend, I'm goin to Auburn to see my best friend in the whole world! It's gonna be my first college football game (sad I know!) I am so excited!

I can't wait until 5:15 so I can get out of this office. I mean I am grateful for this job, it's the easiest job in the world, but it's so boring!!! All I do is sit infront of a computer and wait for the phone to ring which only happens every hour or so. I would much rather be extremely busy all day than sit around and do nothing.

I cannot believe my 21st bday is in two weeks! It feels like I have waited for this my whole live...gosh I'm so lame! But this bday is gonna be extremely special cuz it's also my one year anniversary!!! Who would have thought that getting drunk last year,on my 20th bday, spotting a guy I thought was hot (Mitchell), and instantly deciding it would be a good idea to jump on him and start making out would turn into the most amazing relationship I never knew I could have! Funny how life works!

K well enough mushy stuff for now, I'm gonna atempt to open my book and study again!

current mood: anxious

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9:13 am
Three Names You Go By
1. Tarabelle
2. T Dawg
3. Girl (mitch's pet name for me)


Three Things That Scare You
1. failure
2. people who can't drive
3. big bugs

Three of Your Everyday Essentials
1. water
2. chapstick/lipgloss
3. Mitchell

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. jeans
2. white and teal AOII letter shirt Jess gave me
3. black head scarf

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists--at the moment
1. Dave Matthews
2. Coldplay
3. Kayne West

Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
1. Gold Digger
2. Best of you
3. Run Girl

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. honesty
2. intelligence
3. respect


Three Physical Things about The Opposite Sex (or same sex) People that Appeal to You
1. eyes
2. smile
3. stomach/abs (even though I have none myself!)

Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. doing nothing with Mitchell
2. shopping
3. being with my sisters

Three Things You want really badly right now
1. make a 4.0 this semester
2. a pair of seven jeans
3. a job I actually enjoy and feel rewarded for doing

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Italy
2. Switzerland
3. Fiji

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. make mommy proud
2. make a family with Mitchell
3. travel a lot!

Three people I would like to see take this quiz
1. whoever was curious enough to read my entry and feels like taking it!

current mood: tired

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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
4:50 pm - I finally gave in!
Alright, so after hearing about this whole livejournal thing for months now, I have finally given in and joined. Whatever, it gives me something else to do while I'm at work. I'm still not to amused by the idea of putting my actual private thoughts on the internet, but I think there's some way to lock entries or something...I dunno, and I want to make mine look all pretty like my friends. I guess I'm gonna have to get a livejournal 101 session from one of my sissies!

Well, let's see...I'm at work right now, counting the minutes until 5:15 b/c I am so riducuosly bored! After I get off, I'll prob head up to Sensational to meet my pledge boyfriend who I'm sure is wasted face by now! Soccer games tonight...Go Kappa Sig!!! I'm sure I'll run into some of you cool peeps tonight!

current mood: content

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